Because she doesn’t want to be an ordinary mommy or even a mommy at all. She wants to be a “hot girl summer”, quirky, fun, carefree 25 year old even though it can never be.
You’ve got it exactly right. She wants a do-over. She doesn’t want to marry young and have the pregnancies begin. She wants to take a different road and start again but that’s not how real life works. She really believes all those ridiculous plots in the movies she watches are real and she’s going to be famous.
If she’d just BE HERSELF, she’d be fine. She is a perfectly ordinary mommy. Don’t understand why she hates her true self so much.
Because she doesn’t want to be an ordinary mommy or even a mommy at all. She wants to be a “hot girl summer”, quirky, fun, carefree 25 year old even though it can never be.
You’ve got it exactly right. She wants a do-over. She doesn’t want to marry young and have the pregnancies begin. She wants to take a different road and start again but that’s not how real life works. She really believes all those ridiculous plots in the movies she watches are real and she’s going to be famous.
Exactly right.
She doesn’t know who she is so she can’t be herself. She is always pretending to be someone else; both in looks and personality