Yes. For me, more and more so for the last few years it just starts to turn into freezing. I get stuck. My mind is racing and thinking of all the things I “could” do and instead I just sit motionless and borderline unable to move by my own will trapt in thought.
Autism
Imagine having both 🥲
I don’t have to imagine unfortunately. But the need for structure vs the need for change balances out juuuust enough that it’s like I’m almost normal.
Yeah I meant to communicate that I had the same issue. It’s a “fun” combination
Is that just an internal battle constantly
Yes. For me, more and more so for the last few years it just starts to turn into freezing. I get stuck. My mind is racing and thinking of all the things I “could” do and instead I just sit motionless and borderline unable to move by my own will trapt in thought.
Why imagine when it’s already my waking nightmare? 😂😭