AKA how are you surviving it?
Mom and her partner are going to a reunion with some neighbours, get drunk and whatever and invited me but i won’t go. I know how those parties are and I hate being surrounded by alcoholic ignorant people and people I don’t know… My little bro (16 yrs old) goes out with his friends. My other bro that is 5 years younger than me (he’s 29 years old) Will pass the NYE with her fiance and her family in their families restaurant.
So I’ll stay in my room alone again. There’s no reason to go outside. The stupid fireworks won’t let me sleep anyways so I’ll play Xbox and watch some p*rn maybe. I know it can be seen as pathetic for some, but that’s my reality and I can’t do anything about it.
In my sister’s home
Her baby is sick.
The day has been a cavalcade of interruptions atop interruptions as more and more shit keeps happening.
At midnight the sky will explode and the baby will screech like he is dying. (fuck fireworks and all people who make or use or enjoy them)
No partying for me, but I don’t like partying, so. Overall in a grumpy mood.
At least after this is done with I’m going to see my SO in his place.