For context, see my initial post here.

I’ve made a plan with my therapist, and I’ll be admitting myself. I’ve also been advised that given some recent behaviors and events, it’s in my best interest to be evaluated for bipolar disorder or borderline personality disorder (yay ;-;). Whatever happens, I’m mentally prepared to step through the doors and allow myself to seek treatment. Maybe all I need is a change in medication, or a place where I feel safe enough to process my emotions and work through them. Regardless, I understand what to expect, and I’m confident that it’s what I need right now. I can’t get by just letting things happen as they are currently, because I’m only continuing to get worse without proper treatment. I’ll likely make a new post when I’m discharged about my experience. See y’all on the other side.