cross-posted from: https://lemmygrad.ml/post/7189472
I’m going to ask my psychiatrist for a med that treats trauma. I’ve been having these daily flashbacks since, I don’t know, 2010? Time to take charge. Time to say that I’m worth it.
In addition, I will get a sleep apnea oral appliance so I can treat my sleep apnea without the damn CPAP machine that I can’t get to work at all.
In addition, I’m going to see if I have a chance, or do have, AFib or Atrial Fibrillation. My heart acts funny.
I will get through this, even if the next few months see me self-destructing with the stuff I’m about to do soon enough.
(I’m going to attempt something, and if I’m not successful, or I was wrong about the situation, then I’ll let it go. Forever.)
Sorry, just pumping myself up for the next few months, and giving myself a good kick in the ass to get myself out of this rut of grief.
Apparently, marijuana “Blue Dream” edibles help treat it, medical cannabis, but aside from that, I read this:
https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/post-traumatic-stress-disorder/diagnosis-treatment/drc-20355973#%3A~%3Atext=The+selective+serotonin+reuptake+inhibitor%2Cteam+about+possible+side+effects.
https://www.ptsd.va.gov/understand_tx/meds_for_ptsd.asp