Sorry, this is pretty much just me venting, but it is related to me being trans.

Anyways, I got my first pair of women’s glasses yesterday. I was very excited and euphoric, but I somehow managed to scratch them today while I was fiddling with the nose pads. Fortunately the eyeglass place has a warranty for lens scratches, but I unfortunately had to use it less than 24 hours after getting my glasses. They said they have never seen an adult scratch their glasses that fast…

I also have a hearing soon to get my legal sex changed however I also have jury duty. I had called the court a while back to see if I could reschedule and they basically said that it’s my problem, not theirs, and now that it is getting close to time, I am freaking out because idk what I’m going to do if they call me in when I have my hearing.

On top of that, I also have midterms this week so I’m stressed out from that as well. I just drank the last of my alcohol, but unfortunately maladaptive coping mechanisms aren’t actually that effective (Who would have thought).