I am a very very lazy person. I like to pride myself on being in the running with Lebowski. And to me hate takes way way to much energy. Having even the simple idea of killing has to take some effort. Kind of seems like he just set out on a life not worth living IMO
Why was Hitler so mean?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adolf_Hitler#Early_years
https://www.quora.com/Why-is-there-evil-in-people/answer/Harri-K-Hiltunen
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissism#Normal_and_healthy_levels_of_narcissism
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_personality_disorder#Subtypes
https://www.psychiatrictimes.com/view/methamphetamine-dictatorship-hitler-nazi-germany-and-drug-abuse
Does methamphetamine use increase violent behaviour? Evidence from a prospective longitudinal study