I’m sorry to put a dampener on everyones friday night, but I’m not coping right now. I feel like my life isn’t getting better I feel like the last few years I’ve been in this near constant state of fight or flight. I just wish my life would finally settle down. the last few years every time I think it has, something happens to cause chaos again. I’m just exhausted and stressed out and I don’t want to be here any more.