- Like it could be anything like you were high or was fueled by greed , lust , anger , excitment or you were sad , angry were suffering from a mental issue.
- It could also just be who you are or you had a good reason .
- And what all led to it and how do you feel about it now ?
- And would you do it all over again in the same circumstances ?
- And also don’t doxx yourself.
- (I don’t think i am breaking any rules so why the down votes ?)
No shock. I seldom feel anything. I just wondered that such „few“ corpses can make such a mess.
But you did have enough empathy to rescue people , right ?
Voluntary fire department, voluntary EMT (trained for psychological first response) on a catastrophic call. I can fake empathy good enough that people think i am a very empathic and charming person ;)
Edit: and you might have guessed it, i am officially diagnosed with ICD-10 F60.2. I considered being in those services fun (i am disabled now and no longer able to safely serve as a fireman or emt).
Oh that’s cool, I didn’t know we had voluntary EMT. (You’re in Germany judging by your user name?)
How does that work anyway, if you also have a full time job alongside?
Hah, I once talked to someone who was as well, and was also an EMT. I guess it makes sense :^)
Ehrenamtlicher Rettungssanitäter. Yes, it exists. I did the courses mainly to drive as first responder, tbh.
And it went quite well with fulltime job. Driving on the weekends. On Duty for first responder was overnight, so most times i went from work to the station, took over the fr car and left my vehicle there and changed back in the morning. Sometimes with way too less sleep, though.
Right?